16 more days! Wee!! <3

Dedicated to my precious Joy

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide

Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry…love will keep us alive

Don’t you worry
Sometimes you’ve just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now I’ve found you
There’s no more emptiness inside
When we’re hungry…love will keep us alive

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do

I was standing
All alone against the worlk outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry…love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry…love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry…love will keep us alive

You know how sometimes when your love ones can be happy and proud of you for doing so well in your exams then when you flunk one subject, they think you’re fucked up.

The fucking feeling is nothing short of fucking fucked. Especially you know you’re doing your fucking best.

Nice fucking start to a fucking long six weeks. Period.

Great full day shoot recently with Herman and Nigel. Some of my favourite shots:

Nigel’s VW Scirocco

VW Scirocco Motion Shot

Herman’s Audi S3

Audi S3’s Motion Shot

The day I feel hurt and stupidity, for the rest of my Life

“My Universe Will Never Be The Same, I’m Glad You Came, I’m Gald you Came”

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I’m glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me
And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let’s go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I’ll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I’m glad you came
I’m glad you came

You cast a spell on me, spell on me
You hit me like the sky fell on me, fell on me

And I decided you look well on me, well on me
So let’s go somewhere no-one else can see, you and me

Turn the lights out now
Now I’ll take you by the hand
Hand you another drink
Drink it if you can
Can you spend a little time,
Time is slipping away from us so stay,
Stay with me I can make,
Make you glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I’m glad you came
I’m glad you came

I’m glad you came
So glad you came
I’m glad you came
I’m glad you came

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I’m glad you came
I’m glad you came

I feel like a complete retard right now. I can’t speak properly, can’t swallow my saliva (with blood) properly and I’m bracing myself for the worst – When the local anesthesia subside.

Yea. I’ve officially lost 3/4 of my wisdom.

I wasn’t planning for this any moment this year. But I have to get it done as a requirement for flying over to Wallaby. Then was suppose to do it at the camp dental centre but the appointment was shifted due to the unavailability of the doctor, and i can’t afford to wait because of work. So might as well do it at the local dental clinic.

The entire surgery cost me 750bucks. But thankfully, it was an immediate deduction from my medisave, so i actually don’t have to pay for anything (one small consolation)

So there i went, for a quick consultation.

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Doc: “Now the top one it a quick job; pluck and we’re done. But the top….. Needs a surgery”

Me: “Huh? I was told by the previous doctor (camp) that i won’t have to undergo a surgery”

Doc: “I don’t see how we can extract without a surgery mate (Yea, Asian with an slight Aussie slang since he graduated from UQ). The bottom wisdom tooth only showed 10% of itself to me right now”

Me *with a FML tone*: “Alright, you’re the boss”

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So the whole standard procedure started – Local Anesthesia (knn, took him 6 freaking jabs to fully numb my left portion of my mouth. I didn’t cry, I only uncontrollably teared) – OPG X-ray – and the fun starts.

Everything started fine, until the doctor said : “The roots are loose, but they got inter-twined with the bones, so it’s a bit tricky”

WTF was that supposed to mean? You gotta cut my jaw open? Then I immediately feel another jab into my gum. He went ahead and cut the gum deeper towards my jaw.

30mins later, It was out. I opened my eyes. My wisdom tooth was into 4 pieces.

Then I went ahead and close my eyes, this time for the easier procedure – Simple extraction of my top wisdom tooth.

No wait – Another 2 jabs! (Total Count: 9). Then the tooth was out within minutes.

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Doc: “Alright Mate, Mission Accomplished. By the way, are you a General in the Army?”

Me (with my retarded left mouth): “No way, I’m only a Captain”

Doc: “No answer” Maybe disappointed about the answer, conceding to the fact that he couldn’t advertise himself as a Dentist that took away some General’s wisdom.

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I started rinsing my mouth. I couldn’t control any part of my left mouth, so i could actually see water spilling out from my left mouth like a fountain out of the water sink. I was totally embarrass.

So that’s it. 5 days mc and I don’t think I have the luxury to use them.

I’m starting to feel pain. I’m heading to bed.

No, I can’t take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that’s waiting is regret
Don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I’ve learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you’re back
You don’t get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

……………………………………………… – Jar of Hearts, Christina Perri

Into my Arsenal of JS Wings Collection!

This time, this pair glow in the dark!

Tough luck on getting the Camo one, it’s sold out internationally!

Depending on Sugoi Sis for help

*Fingers Crossed*

49days since I last blogged. Actually, It’s longer than that. The last entry was simply a pathetic embedment of an youtube video clip.

Too busy with life – Mostly work; Traveling & Play.

Life was pretty maxed out. So while I have a bit of breathing time back in Rockhampton, Australia. I think I better write something down before life moves back into full throttle mode when I touch down Singapore.

Work was nothing short of enriching – Attended 2 courses; gone thru countless sleepless nights and finally got myself trained with a new set of skills and knowledge, professionally.

Traveling was AWESOME! 3 times to thailand, once to taiwan and now at Rockhampton; I am actually seriously loving the jet-setting lifestyle!

Thailand trip was especially awesome – doing all things local (made possible if you’re hanging out with a group of locals, of cause)  - Gorging myself with loads of local delicacies, clubbing at local discos, drinking locally loved whiskeys, singing local songs. Can’t wait for the next trip!

So much has happened, only to realized these are just really just the tip of the iceberg – I’m actually really excited about life in the coming few months until the end of the year! Heaps of things to establish with my department, external tasking, 6 weeks of Wallaby; before heading overseas again to Korea, Taiwan, all these to end with my Big 30 Birthday Bash!

All these won’t happen without the strength given by all my awesome friends, loving family, and God. Without them, i won’t be able to pick myself up so quickly, I owe my life, to all of them.

I can’t wait to touch down Singapore! Party’s awaiting me!

B